Airplanes

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now. -BOB

During hard stressful times in my life, I sit outside my bedroom window and watch the stars. Wishing that I could change something, do something with purpose. Be someone. I feel so small under the night sky, just some human being in the world. Thats what I like. Theres too much focus on me. People expect things from me that I cant do. They expect me to be a person that I'm not. Always happy. Always cheery. But they need to understand that thats not me. I have my sad moments. My feelings get hurt. I hurt. So for now I just sit under these stars wishing for a chance.