Ignorance is ALWAYS bliss

At points in my life, such as now, I wish soooo much that I was ignorant of everything bad. I have this issue with thinking about what could be happening instead of enjoying what is happening. Paranoia enters the picture, and now IM GOING INSANE! I can't enjoy the life I have right now because I am always wanting things to be my way, but refuse to do something about it...nothings ever going to change. If only I could be oblivious for a while.