My family

These upcoming days are going to be filled with family. I am going to be surrounded by so many who care soo much about me. But I realize that it's not going to be all fun and games. My family is going through some seriously hard times especially when it comes to my uncle. With the motorcycle accident and the divorce, I know there is going to be some problems. My family doesn't know how to deal with tough times. They start by tiptoeing around the situation and then they just go into hysterias.
I could not be more thankful for my family though. They are my stronghold. I know that I will always have them. Though I get so aggravated with them, I will always love them like they will always love me. I've had so many amazing moments with them and I'm prepared to have many more.

To care or not to care.

I don't know which is worse, to care too much or not at all. With both, I seem to get hurt. Not caring is just something I can't do. I'm a person who cares about the people around me. That's what makes me, me. To not care is one of the worst things that I can possibly do. Because the minute I stop caring is the minute that person is out of my life completely. Unfortunately me caring is bad too because I care too much. When I love someone, I love them completely. There's no middle to it. And caring that much makes me extremely exposed to heartbreak. And I'm scared out of mine of heartbreak. I have gotten so use to you being such an important part of my life. I guess people have warn me about this, about getting too attached. Now there is no looking back.

See this is my problem.
I care too much.