I have discovered a problem. With me. I sweat the little things.
I have not been able to enjoy the life I have because I am sweating the little things. 
I worry about things too. 
What are they saying?
What if everyone finds out?
Why can I not trust her?
Why does he choose her over me?
Why? Why? WHY? 
I have so many questions yet I know that half of them I will never have answered. 
Maybe if I stop worrying. I cannot control anyones decisions. What happens will happen. I have no control over fate. 
There's my problem. Especially since I like to be in control. 
So I guess I need to stop sweating the little things. 
I just wish everything will just happen and not lead up to a big event. 
I know what is going to happen. Or what is not. Depending on the decision.
I just wish it would happen already.
 
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